What a wonderful time to be.... It comes to share apologies to those who were interested in starting the Living Beyond Belief class after being on the calls last December and January. The phrase that comes to mind is "If you want to make God laugh, tell her your plans." ( I'm still laughing, ha, ha ha, ha ha) (see) ( no, really, ha ha ha)
What with our interviewer having a last minute emergency on the first call, then several technical difficulties, then a flow that took me somewhere else for a bit, it seemed the message coming through in regards to the online Living Beyond Belief class was definitely, "not now". So, it went on the back burner. And then the mad scientist aspect went a bit nuts and put everything on the back burner and went out and sat in nature and such for a few months.
From this, it feels a much deeper understanding of the work has now revealed itself. And, after this extended time in reflection I can share with you today this great insight that has come and which can now change everything :
I have NO IDEA how to do what I do.
And, not only that, but I really have NO IDEA what it exactly is that I do.
This may not sound like much. And in fact, it may sound a lot worse than not much. But it really does define the Living Beyond Belief energy and "how to ditch the life your mind created and start living the one your soul intended". Simple. You don't. You will never be able to do it. And, if you find you are the one that is doing it, it's not it. It's your mind creating it's idea of something that it thinks is good or has been conditioned to desire.
And of course there is nothing wrong with creating a good life for yourself, it is just that creating a good life is not exactly Living Beyond Belief.
I have been reminded that I do not know how to write a book or a song or a poem. I don't know how to heal physical ailments or help people tap into dimensions of themselves they formerly did not have access to. I don't know how to guide people to their next step. I don't know how to move energy or initiate others, or to accurately dream or envision future events. I don't know how to do any of these things, although they all happen through me on a consistent basis. As we all continue to increase our energetic frequency we will find ourselves in these higher dimensions bringing the gifts of the Soul to planet Earth, in service to Life.
So, I guess you could say I have been observing myself moving further out of the way in these last few months, and remembering the main thing I 'do' is something I don't know how to do, and never will know how to do. Aaaah, there really is no comfort for the small self in this whole deal, is there?
One last thing to share today:
The other main awareness in regards to this Living Beyond Belief thing, was that there were some definite traits of those who were a really good fit for the classes in the past-- those who the class really served on a deep level and who were ready to embark on the Living Beyond Belief adventure:
If these resonate with you, realize that you are really in a good space, even if things seem a bit 'interesting' as of late:
~You are at a place in your life where you are not greatly bothered by what others think of you ( or this is a significant goal you are working on right now); Authenticity and integrity to the Self is more important than looking good to others.
~You are willing to live outside of your comfort zone, to let go of the illusion of control.
~You are aware of a dimension of consciousness you do not yet have access to and/or are aware of self imposed limitations and ready to look at whatever is in the way of living in Freedom/ Oneness/ Joy on a consistent basis.
~ You are no longer interested in intellectual spiritual debates and instead are interested only in sharing from the heart and in first hand experiences that brings forth the Truth within.
~You have a high level of faith and trust in the Universe/Self and are not living in fear of "losing your little life".
~You are highly motivated and willing to invest in your true life and true self on all levels.
Well, so there is my 'share' for the week. We will see if and when the flow is to start this Living Beyond Belief online class-
this time well aware of the perimeters and what needs to be involved so the the specific energy that comes through is present....
Blessings & Love, and Happy Spring, and here's to an amazing
Life Beyond Belief
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Getting a Clue~ And the Whole Enchilada
After a LONG period of incubation and reflection it seems Spring has sprung me out of the cave. The cozy little RV cave.
Well, at least to write.
After getting up here last August to Nevada City, Ca, following a vivid dream a year before, it is clear this is Houston Major Tom. We have landed. After four years of travel in the RV, this is the place we are set to anchor in and call home. There will be more stories of the previous RV adventure, I'm sure.
In fact, there had been an initial plan to write while on the road, but alas, that was not the plan after all. There have been many of these, 'not the plan after all' episodes.
It seems now the plan was to go deeper in. Continue practicing and adventuring and sharing and serving, but just not in the way I had imagined it.
This morning a few things have come to mind during this reflection, as I look back over the last decade or so- ever since the initial awakening and the book came through.
It was in 1996 that an inner event changed my life completely, which I share about in the book, Living Beyond Belief; How to Ditch the Life Your Mind Created and Start Living the One Your Soul Intended.
After this inner shift I began receiving calls from people in crisis, sometimes those I barely knew, and found I was able to provide assistance. There was also a gift of being able to assist people in accessing awareness of latent gifts and talents, and also release limiting or destructive patterns.
Although I had written poetry since I was young, I had not previously written songs, or sang publicly, both of which began to happen after this internal shift and awakening.
I have received letters from around the world sharing how the Living Beyond Belief book has changed their life- sometimes people don't even remember buying the book or know how it came into their possession! They talk about it being more than a book, but an experience.
The book was written in two months time and definitely came from a very high frequency.
You can purchase the book here:
http://www.amazon.com/Living-Beyond-Belief-Created-Intended/dp/1933538597
You can also go to the facebook page and share any Living Beyond Belief stories you might have:
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Living-Beyond-Belief-with-Jaia-Lee/124609904903
The thing is, when the book initially came through, I was guided to print it, but never really marketed it. In a sense I really didn't know what to 'do' with it all, and it seems a part of me was still trying to do something. People would say, Jaia, you've got to get that out there. People need this. you need to do something.
And, it was a bit confusing, because it felt true on one hand, but everything that came through in the book was about not doing something. It was about following the inner guidance no matter what. Tuning in to the flow. And, the flow seemed to be, hang low.
And, even with temporary pushes, guided mostly by inspired readers urgings and requests, I've managed to do that hanging low thing quite well.
It may change soon. I suspect.
I'm currently facilitating the 12 week class at a local spiritual center and the energy continues to create 'beyond belief' changes and shifts in people's experience.
It's a gift and a blessing to serve.... to be available to the deepest expression of the soul... and to follow the flow... no matter what!!
Blessings & Light,
Jaia
Well, at least to write.
After getting up here last August to Nevada City, Ca, following a vivid dream a year before, it is clear this is Houston Major Tom. We have landed. After four years of travel in the RV, this is the place we are set to anchor in and call home. There will be more stories of the previous RV adventure, I'm sure.
In fact, there had been an initial plan to write while on the road, but alas, that was not the plan after all. There have been many of these, 'not the plan after all' episodes.
It seems now the plan was to go deeper in. Continue practicing and adventuring and sharing and serving, but just not in the way I had imagined it.
This morning a few things have come to mind during this reflection, as I look back over the last decade or so- ever since the initial awakening and the book came through.
It was in 1996 that an inner event changed my life completely, which I share about in the book, Living Beyond Belief; How to Ditch the Life Your Mind Created and Start Living the One Your Soul Intended.
After this inner shift I began receiving calls from people in crisis, sometimes those I barely knew, and found I was able to provide assistance. There was also a gift of being able to assist people in accessing awareness of latent gifts and talents, and also release limiting or destructive patterns.
Although I had written poetry since I was young, I had not previously written songs, or sang publicly, both of which began to happen after this internal shift and awakening.
I have received letters from around the world sharing how the Living Beyond Belief book has changed their life- sometimes people don't even remember buying the book or know how it came into their possession! They talk about it being more than a book, but an experience.
The book was written in two months time and definitely came from a very high frequency.
You can purchase the book here:
http://www.amazon.com/Living-Beyond-Belief-Created-Intended/dp/1933538597
You can also go to the facebook page and share any Living Beyond Belief stories you might have:
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Living-Beyond-Belief-with-Jaia-Lee/124609904903
The thing is, when the book initially came through, I was guided to print it, but never really marketed it. In a sense I really didn't know what to 'do' with it all, and it seems a part of me was still trying to do something. People would say, Jaia, you've got to get that out there. People need this. you need to do something.
And, it was a bit confusing, because it felt true on one hand, but everything that came through in the book was about not doing something. It was about following the inner guidance no matter what. Tuning in to the flow. And, the flow seemed to be, hang low.
And, even with temporary pushes, guided mostly by inspired readers urgings and requests, I've managed to do that hanging low thing quite well.
It may change soon. I suspect.
I'm currently facilitating the 12 week class at a local spiritual center and the energy continues to create 'beyond belief' changes and shifts in people's experience.
It's a gift and a blessing to serve.... to be available to the deepest expression of the soul... and to follow the flow... no matter what!!
Blessings & Light,
Jaia
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